biggest concern

SPP interview.

day/date: friday, 2nd dec 2011.
time: 7.30 a.m.
place: ipg kampus bahasa antarabangsa, kl.
current emotion: nervous breakdown!

litte reminder

what if one day i get amnesia? then i forget about everything in life?

the reason of me writing.
so that whenever i forget, it will always make me remember.

empangan beris

almost two hours in the car, we finally turned around the car and headed home. the dam is nowhere to be found. promised to come back sooner.

p/s: loved it when everyone started to make up storied how the kg batu seketol got it name. so creative! :)

puteri ayu

i remembered that once when i was in aussie, we house mates were talking about malay traditional dessert or kuih. everyone started to spell out their favourites and listed every kuih they know. it was fun when we found out it was struggle to name them all. shouldnt it be easy? i had the picture of this kuih in my mind yet i didnt know the name. it was really frustrating so we decided to google it. and here we go, it is known as puteri ayu, the green and white thing i tried to explain to them earlier!

we tried this recipe out last friday and it turned out well. mum found the recipe from a blog and she decided to give a try. here is the recipe;


PUTERI AYU

5 biji telur (saiz kecil)                     250g tepung gandum
300g gula                                      2 camca teh ovallete
1 camca teh baking powder           250ml santan pewarna hijau
2 camca teh paste pandan              kelapa putih secukupnya

cara cara:

1. panaskan kukusan.
2. pukul telur, gula dan ovallete hingga kembang dan gebu.
3. masukkan santan, tepung gandum, baking powder, paste pandan dan pewarna dan kacau sampai sebati.
4. sapu sedikit minyak pada acuan.
5. masukkan kelapa di bahagian bawah acuan dan mampatkan.
6. masukkan adunan dan kukus salama lebih kurang 5 minit.
7. setelah dikeluarkan dari kukusan, tunggu sehingga sejuk sebelum keluarkan daripada acuan.


resepi: Rosssitamz@Azita from Sweetlily Kitchen. thank you!

KISSM

last one.

friends' day out

masjid besi, putrajaya. 

thats the beauty of life

a long story. 


there was a lady sat next to a boy at A&W this morning. he was in his school uniform, looked very untidy. he was with his father who appeared to work as a technician there. she wondered why he was there, then only she realized it was the announcement of UPSR result today. she heard a waitress at the counter asked who was the boy with him. he simply answered - my son and told that they just came back from school. the father was very calm when he explained that the boy got 3B and  2E made the lady sitting to stun alone. it stroked her at an instant. at that point of time, instead of scolding the boy, that father was so relax and managed to say that he is proud of his son. the boy actually improved a lot. there was no frustration laid on his expression. although she didnt know the story of their life, she was taken aback with what happened. life isn’t easy. and even a 12 year old boy was tested that way. is he strong enough to face that? so when she was about to let tears roll on the check after receiving hers, the story of that boy crossed her mind. then she knows that she should not be regretting anything but be thankful. it may not be easy certainly, but she should be able to get through it soon. 




thats how she picks up strength. deep, as usual. 

by the way, congratulations everyone. 

somewhere to hide

where i ran to when trouble came my way tonight. 

a rebellious nature

" too much togetherness can wig out the claustrophobic Aquarius, so make sure there are times alone during the relationship. they do not open up easily and are often seen as being cold and detached. however, they are sometimes disappointed emotionally because their own high personal ideals cause them to demand more of others than is reasonable. when Aquarians are most stressed out, close personal relationships may feel claustrophobic. it is important for them to try and reassure their close ones that they still love them but need time alone or with the others. because Aquarius has a habit of acting aloof, completely tuning out and not taking time to explain what is going on, it only creates confusion in a relationship. "

so that is the explanation.

facebook

exactly after 18 days, greeting to facebook again. hello, world!
i finally manage to access to dear account.

days without facebook was initially boring. well, it has been my daily routine to browse pictures, check everyone's status and get updated. so when i couldnt longer access to it, life failed miserably. haha but that was the reality check. dont laugh, try to be in my shoes then only you know how serious it was! :p

okay, back to the point. it was all started with my account setting (up right at the corner) couldnt be reached, i thought that there was something wrong with it. then, the chat box down there which i seldom be there, appeared available each time the facebook tab was opened. no longer wait, i reported what happened and i was advised to reset everything; from the account to my email password. they even asked for identification card uploaded to verify your account. well, i tried few times and all didnt work out. so i think, when there is no possible way, the best way to walk away. i chose to lock the account and leave it for a while. until i realize it was 18 days ago.

life was still amazing i would say even without it. i survived! ;) it was more free and you dont bound to it to get the latest updates. also you realized that it is okay not knowing everything about everyone. no more gossip, or not so good thing can come out from it. the only thing i miss is all updates or information about courses, latest changes about school, interviews etc were all here too. so when i could not reach my account, so it was like you're living in different world. like mars or jupiter. so far left behind -_-"

in the end, i simply think having the account back would be the best choice. and im happy to regain my access today. alhamdulillah.



p/s: loads more to scribble! i'll do all, slowly. pinky promise :)