thank you.

dear someone,

we were strangers the first time your gaze met mine. but it wasnt long, thanks to your determination we then become friends. we walked through the path, learning to learn about each other - you noticed i am different; difficult. thus each day you tried to tear down the wall i build, but it always stays the same. mine is hard as rock. forgive me, i just dont want you to bleed yourself. but it was no minute that i wasnt touched with those sweet affection. and i thank you for every single moment you made my heart filled with love, blooming like flowers in spring.

someone.

just in case

how much do you love him?
more than shoes.

how much do you love her?
more than football.


im waiting for you to be as sweet as that.
who knows then, i may reconsider of your proposal again ;)

changing the atmosphere

welcome to the new background layout.

purple seems to be perfect this time.
it worths a try. i simply love it!

:)

laugh out loud

im not spontaneous.

first day at school; the very first class was superbly awesome.

we had a chance to get the brain working since it hasn't functioning much during the long winter break. each of us was asked to introduce ourselves in creative ways, NO more hello-my-name-is-someone-and-thats-it-kind of mood. of course, the little hints up on the blackboard like '..you can use actions, colours, drawing and etc to describe yourself...' were useful.

the rule is simple, make it interesting!

Hello, my name is Jan and I like to jump. J for JAN, J for JUMP and there she was jumping high in front of us. pretty easy!

izzy sang a song, which she had the line "my name is izzy and it is very easy" repeated few times. see, IZZY and EASY. it rhymes!

mokhsin made a sound of a cute little cat moewing. Im MOKHSIN. MEOWS! it was so so so cute ;) i shoud've recorded it.

DENISH tried to be a DRAGON, Dayane with this - Hi, Im DAYANA but im not a DONKEY, AIN loves to eat APPLE and the list went on..

it was so much fun. hanis got the biggest applause after all. when she stood and said, Im HANIS and Im HOT, everyone was impressed. tak sangka, tapi memang cayalah ;)

and mine?
it was basically "hi everyone, my name is sheha. its a SMILEY SHEHA" and there was i throwing endless smile to everyone :D haha. hey, im not spontaneous. didnt i tell you earlier?

p/s: we know kids gonna love it! say bye bye to boring uninteresting approach!

because you are with me

kepada yang rapat, tahu lah bila saya terlalu diam pasti ada yang tidak kena. I become super quiet when something wrong happens. I dont share. yes, Im secretive like that.

I keep all in heart. I believe those 'things' I dont have to share with others. so, when sadness, dissappointment, happiness or even expression that no one can tell knock my door every single day, only He knows. simply because I dont storytell.

pastinya, bukan sengaja saya suka suka berdiam diri.
cuma lebih selesa begitu. atau mungkin itu yang sebaik baiknya.

Im thankful to the very few people who keep standing by my side when i need you the most. terima kasih; saya benar benar maksudkannya kali ini :)

somewhere over the rainbow

it's IKEA, people :)

ayah, do get well soon.

take care.

a shooting star

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." — Mark Twain

its amongst the many thing i always wanted to do.

i was a little kid when i had a dream to study oversea. back time there, my uncle furthered his study in Kentucky, US and always sent us his pictures. there was a picture i love most - his car on a snowy day. i just love it. it was when i made a vow to myself that i too, would carve a beautiful journey as his one day.

today, im here, standing on this land being miles away from home.

loves, im glad you let me go to catch my dream, making this dream comes true. you know how much i appreciate it. there is nothing i could say than my endless thank you from the bottom of my heart. i can never stop loving you all :')

credit to Khirol

p/s: of course the only reason i love that photo is because of snow. my favourite is always your big brown teddy bear with a red bow that i used to have by my side when i sleep. paksu, thank you too :)

perasaan boleh berubah.

mungkin suatu hari, i am not me anymore; strong and independent as you always see.

life is like a wheel; always turning, always evolving. sometimes you fall down, sometimes you deflate, but you always manage to keep going, supporting others, and staying strong. but sometimes, you are just fall apart.

"Tidak ada suatu musibah yang menimpa (seseorang), kecuali dengan izin Allah; dan barangsiapa yang beriman kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan memberi petunjuk kepada hatinya. Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu." (64:11)

hanya Dia yang tahu. dan cukuplah hanya Dia.
masih that reserved girl.

the grey cloud in the morning

sometimes i just want to watch tv without sound. just looking at the screen, watching. i dont want to care listening what the people say. i just want to enjoy the evening sitting on a comfy couch appreciate the silent and peace of my own.

loves, i apologize for not being there lately. the fact is; yes, i miss you. banyak.